In other news, the best spring break ever is over. and I get that creeping feeling again, class in an hour. I think this whole anxiety over school thing (because I’m a notoriously bad student) is the source of most of my problems. I think I might even be able to handle LA after I’m outta school. but studio makes me really unsettled, and I think that’s part of the reason I am so bad at it. Downwardly spiraling feedback loop. even when I’m in one I like and am doing well in. Anyway, gonna try to get over it and work my ass of for the rest of the semester and finish stronger than I started.