is it possible to have only small brushes with any emotion whatsoever for three years straight? I mean, ever since I came to LA, I’ve not really felt anything at all. is there something wrong with that. I hope there is. I also realize that part of this is the fact that I have absolutely no inspiration at all. and haven’t reall since I’ve been out here. which coincides with the point at which I stopped being able to to crush on anyone.